I'm posting this because it was suggested by an escort I recently visited. And let me say this beforehand, I am a BIG advocate on safety and consent. In my past session, the escort was wonderful and we had a terrific and exciting time where he was willing to try breath play. If he said "no", I would have left it alone, but the fact he agreed was uplifting. After I explained the safety and safe words, I tied the escort spreadeagled to the bed with leather wrist and ankle restraints and gagged him with a towel and made sure he was comfortable with his head resting on a pillow. With my phone on YouTube to a 30 second timer, I held another pillow over his face for 30 seconds, and then removed the pillow to allow him to breathe while I played with his body, cock, and nipples for the next 30 seconds. And I alternated every 30 seconds. Over and over I did this, and it was exciting to have him writhe, struggle, and scream through the gag and pillow pressed over his face while I was on top of him, his muscles and chest heaving and straining as he fought for air. After ten times, he gave the safety signal to stop because not only was his shoulder getting sore from pulling against the ropes, he said he felt tired and exhausted from being smothered. I released him, and we enjoyed the rest of the night, but the escort apologized for not lasting longer (which I told him his comfort and well being was far more important than my enjoyment - I was actually honored he trusted me so much). The escort said he'd be willing to try again (and might take half a Xanax tablet to relax before hand so that he won't thrash as much and might accidentally hit me). And here is the reason for this post: the escort also suggested that perhaps I can go on this forum (he's also a member) and ask around if there are other escorts who would be willing to do pillow breath play (he's only visiting my city)? I definitely do not do plastic bags or anything choking because the neck is fragile, and I won't risk damaging the larynx or windpipe, but pillow smothering is something that definitely get me hot (a muscular and strapping guy helplessly forced to struggle and writhe under a pillow muffling his screams while laying on top of him and feeling him fight underneath you). But, I'm not sure since this escort was the ONLY one who I ever hired in the past who was willing to do it (and I'm glad he'd say he'd do it again). Any thoughts or suggestions? Or am I the only one who finds this erotic? And to reiterate, if an escort said he did not want to do it, then I'd respect his wishes because I will not do anything without consent, even if I am a client.